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Howard planned for his death very carefully. He made arrangements
with his agent, Otis Kline, for the handling of his stories
in the event of his death. He carefully assembled the manuscripts
he had yet to submit to Weird Tales or the Kline agency, with
instructions on where they were to be sent. He borrowed a gun,
a .380 Colt automatic, from a friend who was unaware of his
intentions. His father may have hidden Robert’s own guns,
aware of what he might be contemplating. He said that he had
seen his son make preparations on earlier occasions when it
appeared Mrs. Howard might die and that he tried to keep an
eye on Robert, but did not expect him to act before his mother
died.
Hester Howard sank into her final coma around the 8th June,
1936. On the 10th, Robert went to Brownwood and purchased a
cemetery lot for three burials, with perpetual care. He asked
Dr. J. W. Dill, a friend of his father’s who had come
to be with Dr. Howard during his wife’s final illness,
whether anyone had been known to live after being shot through
the brain. Unaware of Robert’s plan, the doctor told him
that such an injury meant certain death. The night before, Robert
had disarmed his father of his deadly intent, assuming “an
almost cheerful attitude... He came to me in the night, put
his arm around me and said, buck up, you are equal to it, you
will go through it all right.” On the morning of the 11th,
Robert asked the nurse attending Mrs. Howard if she thought
his mother would ever regain consciousness, and was told she
would not.
Robert Howard got up and walked into his room, where he typed
a four-line couplet on the Underwood typewriter that had served
him for ten years:
“All fled, all done
So lift me on the pyre.
The feast is over
And the lamps expire.”
He then walked out of the house and got into his 1935 Chevy.
The hired cook stated later that she saw him raise his hands
in prayer. Was he praying or preparing the gun? She then heard
a shot, and saw Robert slump over the steering wheel. She screamed.
Robert’s father and Dr. Dill ran out to the car and carried
his limp body back into the house. He had shot himself above
the right ear, the bullet emerging on the left side of his head.
Robert Howard’s robust health allowed him to survive this
terrible wound for almost eight hours. He died at around 4:00
pm, Thursday, June 11, 1936, without ever regaining consciousness.
His mother died the following day, also without regaining consciousness.
A double funeral was held on June 14, and the mother and son
were transported to Greenleaf Cemetery in Brownwood for burial.
It is a regrettable postscript that Robert E. Howard’s
suicide has tended to color interpretations of his mental health.
While it is hard to maintain that killing oneself at the age
of 30 is ‘normal’ behavior, suicide is often a very
complex response to real or perceived problems. There are many
reasons people take their own lives, and not all of them are
rooted in grief, despair or depression. It is doubly unfortunate,
in Howard’s case, that his action coincided with his mother’s
death, which has led to the inevitable, but in my view simplistic
notion that he killed himself out of despondency. This has,
in turn, led to the supposition - without any compelling evidence
- that he was ‘unnaturally’ close to or dependent
upon his mother. It may well be that, had he not been needed
to care for his mother, Robert would have taken his life even
earlier. Or it may be that, had there been a friend with him
to see him through the crisis, Robert would have carried on
after her death. We can never really know. To link his suicide
solely with his mother’s death, though, is to ignore a
host of other contributing factors.
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